"spring-cleaning"

was looking through the cupboard just now and saw a few black spherical objects, which my mom said are probably "lizards or cockroaches' faeces", and she didn't forget to remind me about my big collection of clippings. So I decided to sort through them and oh man, I really threw lots of stuff away.

*nostalgic* those were the days... when I was crazy about Meteor Garden and F4, 秋天的童话，倩女幽魂，新白色之恋，孩有明天，双天至尊，MVP情人，恶作剧之吻, even the 金田一少年事件簿 where Mausumoto Jun was Kindaichi (I used to loathe him back then. Thought he was ugly in that show. Who would have thought years later I would be mesmerised by his role as Domyoji ...)... all super long ago. Those posters and drama sypnosis... which I had painstakingly torn out page by page, episode by episode... collection of SPEED news...Harry Potter...Star Wars III(i was into Hayden Christensen then)... one whole stack.

My mom was very happy, of course, although she hopes I can dump everything.

I feel kind of lost now... 失落... I like to keep things, you see. When I read like to copy down excerpts... I may not read that I have collected, but I feel better owning them. Now I feel like something is missing... even though today was the first time I had gone through that whole pile of clippings...