I'm flying off to Japan tomorrow morning. Or tonight.

Feeling very nervous now.

No tour guide, nothing...

Hope I brought enough money.

Argh I'll miss the last episode of 'The New Adventures of Wisely' on 29 June!!!

Happy Birthday to Lee Min Ho and Jung Yong Hwa!!!

最近在追看《原来是美男》。

看着戏里的张根硕，让我想起李敏镐。因为两人长得有点像，尤其是画上眼线后。（声音也挺像的！）

曾经想过要看 "Personal Preference"，但最后并没有。因为没有办法看李敏镐饰演别的角色。因为对我来说，那张脸和具俊表是相等的。因为具俊表应该和金丝草相爱，所以无法看他与别的女人在一起。就像道明寺和杉菜一样。就像奈特和里理子一样。

只因我入戏太深。

或许就是因为这样，有些演员才会拒绝接演某些可能被定型的角色。由于角色太具代表性，演员无法突破既定的形象。于是富家公子继续高傲冷漠且深情。

Leonardo di Caprio 算例外吧。

本人看了一则"P.P" 的片段。原本认为诠释得不错的 Gu Jun Pyo, 竟与 Jeon Jin Ho 有些神似。让我有些失望。

Isn't this kind of sad (for the actors, that is)? Does this mean I'll never watch any new dramas by Lee Minho, Matsumoto Jun, and Hayami Mokomichi?

I guess so. I guess it can't be helped. Since their 深情-ness is already too deeply ingrained, any other pairing would seem like some sort of betrayal.

当两个人之间的理念不同，必定会有意见分歧的时候。

这时候就得有一方迁就另一方。

是的，迁就。

就像道明寺和杉菜一样吧。两个生活环境截然不同的人，真的能一起幸福吗？

或许这就是真爱的力量吧。又或许这是只发生在偶像剧里的童话故事。

好感性啊，竟然一大早起来打这一些，而且昨晚还睡不着呢。

I've been pushing it to the back of my mind. Pushing and pushing. Wait till July, I tell myself. Wait till July when the system officially opens. And so I spent a month hiding from reality.

And now it's June.

How long do you think you can hide, tky?

I try to reassure myself. It probably doesn't matter if I get allocated unpopular projects, since I'm not interested in any of them anyway. I hope I'm right.

At times like this I'll chastise myself. You could have just graduated and get a job, why stay and suffer for one more year?

And then I remember the process of job searching is just as dreadful.

Oh well.

This is life.

CBS cancels 'Ghost Whisperer'

I've just finished watching the last episode in the 5th season of 'Ghost Whisperer'. Says in the subtitles that CBS has cancelled the show after the 5th season, and I was like, huh?! True, there have been moments when I thought the show was deviating way too far from where it had come, but I love Melinda and Jim. Even though I was lost about the Romano thing and Gabriel (I still don't know if he is indeed Melinda's brother, and what happened to him in the end). And somehow they just stopped talking about this hidden town beneath Melinda's store. Melinda's mother doesn't appear anymore, and Professor Rick Payne never returned from his trip. And of course, there's this kill-Jim-and-put-him-in-Sam's-body saga that drove off a lot of viewers. Ah, but this show has been with me for FIVE years, man. How can I not be saddened? Though I think the ending (if it's really the end) was pretty good... The Shinies were revealed to be ghosts of children who have gone into the light (yeah sweet little Cassidy returns in episode 22!), and they united under Aiden to save Melinda from the Shadows. I was pretty touched by that scene. And in the final scene, the Clancy family accepted that the gifts Melinda and Aiden have should be treasured. Melinda thanked Aiden for being her hero that night, and Aiden said "So are you, everyday." Awww, so sweet!

There are talks that ABC might take over the show. I hope it's true, and they'll do a good job and return to how Ghost Whisperer originally was. More emotions and less conspiracy. I used to cry watching every single episode of season 1 and 2.

^GHOST WHISPERER^

Just finished watching "Orange Days".

You know why it had caught my attention?

Because the characters are about to graduate and are looking for jobs. Hah.

But that aside, I'd really recommend this drama to everyone. Really nice. Had me laughing (see "Shanghai Honey" =P) and my heart twitching and aching and at the end, feeling warm and fuzzy.

That's the thing about Japanese drama. Ever so motivational, but 不留痕迹. Not like Mediacorp dramas, which are clearly preaching in a very cliched manner. Watching doramas really make you have that "tomorrow will be better, let's run towards the sun" feeling.

Yuuki Kai
Hagio Sae
Aida Shohei
Ozawa Akane
Yashima Keita

Every character was very well-developed. Ahh... that empty feeling after finishing a drama... :(

Oh ya, that Sano character is actually played by Kashiwabara Takashi, aka 直树 in "It all started with a Kiss". I totally couldn't recognise him!!!

It's finally over. 3 years of uni life. Will be entering the workforce if I were not doing Honours project.

Isn't it amazing how fast time passes?

Had a karaoke outing with the CHIP gang (aka ‘神经一族’ as they like to call it :P) today... Went all the way to Paya Lebar!!! ONE hour train ride! Phew, although it's cheaper than K-box (how can anything be more expensive than that), I don't think I'll ever go there again. It's just too far away.

It was a pretty nice outing, I guess. Though in view of our impending graduation I do feel a tinge of sadness, especially since Esther will be returning to Hong Kong after the graduation ceremony. It feels kind of odd, like to have a friend leave and you'll probably never see her again.

I borrowed 2 books from the library. Trying to learn Japanese. I've been wanting to do these for ages, but now I think it's crazy to try to learn a language on your own by reading books. I don't think it works. Sigh, see how it goes bah...