Friday, September 26, 2008

eddie peng

ok..i'm not supposed to be playing, not when i haven't touched my cm2142 textat all, but i can't help it.
anyway i've just watched SHE 沿海公路的出口mv, and i must say, 彭于晏 is super duper hot!!! really, i've watched 仙剑奇侠传 and 少年杨家将, but never really noticed. youtubing him now...hahaha

Sunday, September 14, 2008

"Keep On"

Keep On - Ai Maeda

Keep On by Ai Maeda, ending theme 2 of season 1 of Digimon

Saturday, September 13, 2008

busy week

SUPER DUPER BUSY!!! GRR why do i have to be so busy so near my birthday (n mid-autumn festival)??? 2 analytical chem lab report to do this weekend, 1 spectro report to hand in on thur, analytical AND spectro test on THURSDAY!!! oh my gosh! why do they have to squeeze everything together???
So screwed. And i feel so sick now..think i'm coming down with fever...cryyyy

Monday, September 8, 2008

《勇者无惧》

Found this old fave show called 《勇者无惧》online:
http://www.youku.com/playlist_show/id_2058731.html
It's very nice.. and terrence cao and fann wong looked so great back then!and tcs likes to go nus central library to film..haha
《掌声》by 文章 (http://www.1ting.com/player/1f/player_195155.html)
给我一点掌声,让我的心沸腾,要比昨天更认真,
不浪费青春,阳光还在我的面前等,我的心不变冷,喔~

好多希望,涌在心头,不再那么没把握,
所有想实现的梦,一步步接近我。
原谅从前,犯过的错,抬头就看见彩虹,
阴雨之后的天空,更容易让人感动。

我不等候,不停留,一犹豫就怕错过。
梦在呼唤,在招手,没什么值得难过,喔~

给我一点掌声,陪我迎向人生,每个见过我的人,都为我兴奋,
不再有太冷淡的眼神,对世界没有恨,喔~

canteen

i usually go for early lunch (really early, like 9.45am) after cm2142 lecture on monday. cos the canteen's not crowded,k=just the way i like it. and i usually eat alone. cos i'm sort of taking the module alone.
And I dun really mind eating alone. Really. Cos I feel kind of pressurised when I have company. Like I'll worry about whether I'm eating too slowly, or too ugly-ly. So it's okay to eat alone, isn't it?
Sigh. Being the unlucky person that I always am, I always end up walking into the path of people I don't want to meet, don'twant to see, don't want to even think about. And there're lots of this kind of people, it's hard to dodge them. Anyway, I was eating me claypot yee-mee quite happily when I saw person z joining his friends at the table next to me. (JUST LIKE that disgusting occasion a few weeks ago when I heard this voice of someone I don't like behind me and decided to keep my head right ahead and NEVER look back even though I'm dying to see if I'm right,and then that stupid person had to join his friend at the table right next to me. I mean, can you believe it? The canteen wasn't even THAT crowded!!!)
Yah, so anyway I tried to finish my food asap to get away, but being the slow eater that I am, of course I didn't succeed. :P So this person got up to get his food and saw me. And exclaimed in surprise, "hi! why are you alone?"
Yah, really friendly. The guy sure knows how to make people feel good. I mean, how is anyone suppose to answer to that question? So as always, when I dunno how to answer him, I gave him a stupid grin.
And I gave up on shelling that two stupid prawns and ran away before he returned.

That's my life. Running and hiding... sucks

Friday, August 29, 2008

ever since school started...

I haven't been writing... no, lijuan, i'm not watching too much tv, i must be suffering from some holiday lag or whatever you call it, cos i'm super tired everyday i could keep my eyes open during lecture. On tuesday i did something incredible. I slept in class. For the first time in my life. Yah, you may find it surprising. I usually stone, but I find it hard to sleep anywhere other than my bed and on a bus.
Which is why I'm writing this entry now, why I'm not meeting my jc friends at changi to send xiaowei off later. I'm just so drained, I can't imagine how I'm going to make it through Friday(today?), I still have cca till 8 plus. Sigh. Feel very bad, but no point forcing anything, right?
I met her for dinner just now. She had said she was busy packing, but I really feel the need to meet her before she flies off. Like to say something. So we had dinner, walked around IMM a bit, then walked to the bus interchange. It was REALLY sad, parting with her at night and walking away alone. Felt kinda lost. On the train I messaged her and she replied with comforting words that almost made me cry on the train. (!) Well, good for her, at least she's not as emotionally feeble and prone to tears as I am.
It's hard to say goodbye.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

《后来》

后来 - 刘若英

后来我总算学会了如何去爱 可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白 有些人一旦错过就不再
槴子花白花瓣 落在我蓝色百褶裙上
「爱你」你轻声说 我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚十七岁仲夏你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光每当有感叹总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么人年少时一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里你是否一样也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能不那么倔强现在也不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我 带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来我总算学会了如何去爱 可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白 有些人一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来有一个男孩爱着那个女孩