Sad news

读了这则新闻不禁觉得好悲。。。

在日本大阪市，一名男子衣着整齐地躺在自己公寓的床上。他看上去表情平静，像睡着了一般。他的皮肤呈黑灰色，他在那里已经躺了一个月。

法医吃惊地发现，他的胃完全是空的，这名男子是饿死的。公寓里的冰箱，同样空空如也。锡罐里有几枚硬币，还不够一顿饭的钱。各种求职杂志和一张求职表，散落在地板上。

大阪这名失业男子，原来是电脑专家，竟然饥饿致死，消息震动了日本。他的极端例子，让日本人意识到，在应对此次全球金融危机方面，他们的社会福利体制是多么的差劲。

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目前，日本有许多失业人，还假装上班，希望对家庭和邻居遮掩失业的羞耻。(why does this sound so familiar? I must have seen it before in some j-dorama...)

finally submitted my midi yesterday... that marks the end of SOM, i guess. A bit sad, cos I like the module. Realised I'd made one careless mistake (really careless, I read 8 as 6!!!)..sigh... My friend took this module last semester and got B+ even though she'd got full marks for both tests! Oh man...

Watched "The Sixth Sense" last night. It's a really nice movie with a major twist! Don't read the comments if you're watching on youtube cos people like to give spoilers there! Haley Joel Osment is a really cute child actor. Love his acting in this movie and also "A.I.". He just looks so sad and pitiful and makes your heart ache for the character.

haha this is the sakae song i heard the auntie singing at chevrons...no wonder it sound so familiar LOL

super duper tired now.

eyelids are drooping...

sianz.

Had my last inorganic lab today. I dunno why, expt 1 is the most tedious of all, but we have to do it alone. have to reflux twice and rotavap... The TA asked us to skip the recrystallization step (to save 2 hours) and then after rotavap we were supposed to vacuum filter our product, but then again he said no need. Does it really work like this? Cutting here and there to save time? Goodness.

But at least he is helpful. At least he pops by to see how you are doing and make some comments here and there. Not like the previous one. Ask him A and after five minutes he will answer you B. *roll eye*

Sigh. Another handwriiten report to do...

And I'm super lagging in reading the organic chem text... he's at 35 now and I'm still at 27!!! I'm never going to finish reading! And I'm totally lost during his lectures!

A song about Grignard reagent!

Their lessons sure look fun! =)

马甲上的绳索

镜子前的你弯曲的傀儡身躯
微弱的光线
亵渎的神秘
一阵偷来的沉默
脚下灰白的大理石
棋盘式的陷阱
十字般的吞蚀
切断你身上多余的线
复见二十岁的礼物盒
伪装快乐的蝴蝶结
静静预告你隔夜后的紫蓝色眼泪
天真的微笑就要幻灭

马甲上的绳索
一件多余的蝶衣
牵绊成年破茧的蝴蝶
缠住即将展翅的蝶翼

虚假的蝶衣
是你沉重的包袱
挤压本质的缺陷
赢得人前的称许
马甲上的绳索
时时在围绕
抬起头看
镜中已是破碎的自己

你没想像中爱我

唱：石欣卉
词：石欣卉
曲：So Million

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

this song brings tears to my eyes...