Recently I watched this tv-documentary-movie called 'Longitude' during my heavenly mathematics (yah funny course name) lecture. Hard to believe, but it's a really great show. Michael Gambon (the new Dumbledore that I don't like) is the main character John Harrison, inventor of the Harrison clock (which I'd never heard of before I watch this movie). I think his son really looks like Lupin but my friend says he's not. And then one of the Longitude board member looks totally like Hagrid! Haha...

And now I'm starting to watch 《野猪大改造》because some issue of I-weekly featured some japanese actors and actresses and 山下智久 caught my eye. Haha..he's really cute in the show, but a bit weird and girly..he still looks good nonetheless. And the story is quite nice too, it's about the two guys wanting to makeover this new transfer student(小谷信子） who was constantly bullied. and the parts when she was bullied as a child is really sad and makes me cry cos the child actress looks very cute and 可怜 and when she cries you'll just cry with her...haiz. I was planning to watch one episode then wait till exams finish then continue the rest but seems like I can't stop now... Bleh..

And incredibly unbelievable, but I'm STILL STUCK WITH THAT JAP ESSAY!!! dotsssss... hell it's going to be over by this thursay, but then the forum is going to close too and i haven't posted nearly enough postings and it's going to count 10% towards the assessment!!!!! hate it...

GO

Watched the movie "GO" during JS lecture today. the first part, anyway. It'a really nice movie, or as Dr Hislop puts it, a rare "popular movie that is nice". Has a lot of meanings in it.

Juliet:"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."

I almost cried when Jong-Il died, and when Sugihara was crying when he read the book of Shakespeare's works that Jong-Il had lent him previously. The above dialogue had been circled in the book.

Does it matter what nationality we have, what race we're from? Ultimately we are all the same on the finishing line. And we can all traced back to the same ancestor.

Hiroko & Hitoe's birthday

Hiroko Shimabukuro

Hitoe Arakaki

By the way, Mom came and visit me today. Quite bu she de when she left... sigh

and i'm STILL stuck at the stupid jap essay!!!!!

离别是伤感的

Dad came to visit me in my hall today and just left. So sad to part at night. Walked him to the dining hall there, hopefully he can find his way to the bus stop.

Was planning to complete the js essay today, 看来是不行了。sigh, heck. Had some quality family time mah..

A lot of things happening in the family. What a mess. 真的让你看清人性的丑陋。亲情可贵？未必。有人处心积虑地想骗你，然而也要有人甘心受骗。明知道是陷阱还一头栽进去，受骗也是必然的，不值得同情。最可怜的是无辜的受害者。

March 31. SPEED Disband 8th Anniversary.

I've been faithfully keeping track of this day for the past 8 years. 但已经越来越没有感觉了。看开了吧，天下无不散之筵席。

最近觉得好辛苦，sometimes i feel too tired to carry on. what's the point in all that we are doing? it all sucks. we never know what will happen tomorrow. will we live to see tomorrow?

but i guess there're two sides to everything. we can also live everyday as our last day and live it to its fullest. tt's what i should do. 振作起来！没有时间让你再消沉下去了！

jap studies jap studies jap studies grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

sucksssss

《赋得古原草送别》白居易

离离原上草，一岁一枯荣。 　　
野火烧不尽，春风吹又生。 　　
远芳侵古道，晴翠接荒城。 　　
又送王孙去，萋萋满别情。

Cca points

Went to check my cca points yesterday. 36. Not bad, i guess, considering i'm not really very busy... But not enough to stay on next sem.. Sigh.. nvm, I don't think I can stand the insects any much longer anyway... Yesterday there was this GIANT beetle that scared the hell out of me. BLOODY HELL... I didn't know what to do, there's no way I'm going to get near it and chase it away, so I just opened the door and stood (very stupid-looking i know) outside my room, hoping it will fly out.. But of course it did not. Eventually Jing Ting walked by and saw me. :P I told her what happened and she went in to have a look. She didn't see anything and said it must have flown out. Well, I know insects aren't smart enough to get out when they are not welcomed, so I went in and *GASP* saw it on my towel. Luckily Jing Ting walked past again and she very bravely took the towel out and shook the beetle away. Very grateful to her!!!

The beetle was big, like 2.5cm long. And the usual ones are enough to get my heart pounding furiously, so...you can imagine my terror.

Will be checking out on 11May. Pretty fast. Uni life is fast. Whew and it's gone.