Thursday, February 26, 2009

Life.

Death.

?

What's at the end?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

容疑者Xの献身


石神哲哉 (Ishigami), a high school Maths teacher. A friend of Yukawa at university. Highly brilliant, but taught maths to a bunch of high school kids who didn't pay attention. Because his parents were ill.

花岡靖子Yasuko's jerk of an ex-husband (Togashi) visited one day to ask for money. He said some nasty stuff, 美里 tried to hit him with a crystal globe but failed. He was angry and tried to hit her. In the struggle, they killed him.

(As in all other episodes of Galileo, most of those who died really deserved to be dead. They's all jerks.)

Ishigami heard the commotion and came over. He decided to help her.

(Go watch the movie it's really nice!)

On his way to work Ishigami would pass by this long stretch of homeless people. He walked pass the place again with Yukawa, and commented that these people were like the gears of a clock. (I noticed that one of the homeless was missing) He then said that Yukawa still looked very young and he envied him. That was when Yukawa realised that Ishigami was in love, because a guy like him had never bothered with his looks.

Being the genius that he was, Ishigami helped Yasuko create alibi. The police totally had no evidence against her.

Yukawa and Ishigami went climbing together. While in a cabin, Yukawa commented that he hadn't expected Ishigami to invite him to climb a mountain. Ishigami replied that he might not have the chance to do so again in the future.
Ishigami knew that Yukawa was suspecting him and asked him to discuss his conjecture. When Yukawa did not answer he asked him why. Yukawa said, "Because you're my friend." Ishigami replied, "I have no friend."

A guy (Kudo) whom Yasuko had previously received favours from (she used to be a hostess) appeared. He appeared to be interested in Yasuko. Ishigami followed them and took a picture of their meeting. He attached the photo together with a message to Kudo: Stay away from Yasuko. You cannot give her happiness.

Yasuko was freaked out and snapped when her daughter suggested that Ishigami would be unhappy that Yasuko was seeing another man and that he was helping them because he had fallen in love with her. "So I'll have to live the rest of my life listening to him? Wouldn't that be the same as replacing Togashi with Ishigami?!" She avoided calls from Ishigami. Her daughter snatched the phone and accidentally pressed the answer button. It was Ishigami. He said, "This will be my last contact with you. :( I've left two letters in your mailbox, one white and one tea-coloured. Keep the white one; it'll be useful in the future. Read the tea-coloured letter and destroy it immediately."

Ishigami turned himself in to the police, admitting to the murder of Togashi.

Yukawa visited Yasuko and said, "You really did visited the cinema on 2nd Dec, didn't you? That's why you were able to withstand the police's questioning. But how did you do that? Because you murdered Togashi on 1st Dec, not 2nd Dec." He went on to tell her the sacrifice of Ishigami that she hadn't known.

(ah this is so sad...)

To help create her alibi, Ishigami committed another murder. That way there was no turning back for him when he was to take the rap for Yasuko. He killed one of the homeless. That was the body the police had found, face beaten beyond recognition, fingerprints burnt. Yukawa argued that the truth would come to light when Togashi's body was found. Ishigami replied that by the time that happened his trial would have been over, and as long as he did not appeal, the case was closed.

(while Ishigami was transferred to the prison)
Yukawa: "It's a pity...You have such a brilliant mind... why do you have to use it for something like this?"
Ishigami (sad smile): "Only you, Yukawa, would say something like that to me..."
Yukawa: "Why? Why are you willing to help her?"
Ishigami left the room and slammed the door. It was the first time the usually calm and logical professor lost his composure and cried for his lost friend. :(

The white letter provided evidence to the police that Ishigami was stalking Yasuko, and that was why he killed her ex-husband. The tea-coloured letter was his personal message to her, teaching her how to deal with the police after this was over and eventually she would get back to her normal life. He thanked her.
(flashback:
Ishigami had decided to end his meaningless life. Just as he was about to hang himself the doorbell rang. It was his new neighbor, Yasuko and her daughter 美里. Their arrival brought warmth to his life.)
He then said that Kudo was a nice and honest man who would give Yasuko happiness. He asked her to forget him and not to feel any guilt or apology... Or his sacrifice would have been for nothing.

(If you were Yasuko what would you do? Will you let Ishigami sacrifice and live your life in guilt, or will you admit to your crime? It was such a hard choice.)

Nearing the exit of the building Ishigami saw Yakuso. She apologised and said that she would pay the price for her crime. Ishigami broke down and cried in desperation?anguish? Yakuso could only cry and say sorry as he was taken away.

Yukawa and Utsumi returned to the university and sat on the bench where Yukawa had met Ishigami 17 years ago. Yukawa said that Ishigami may not have committed the crime if he hadn't fallen in love. Utsumi said that Yasuko had healed Ishigami. It then began to snow...

Out at the sea, the police discovered a broken piece of crystal globe...

(Argh it's just so sad...)



04.VS. ~知覚と快楽の螺旋~ (Guitar × Piano Ver.) - •ŸŽR‰ëŽ¡

Saturday, February 21, 2009

slept the whole afternoon away...

argh...another nasty round of lab report writing... physical chem this time round...all the calculations and graphs... I've plotted 12 graphs! is that possible? wonder if I'd done it wrongly...

GRRRRRRRRRR

Thursday, February 19, 2009

One test down.

Had my inorganic test just now. It wasn’t too bad, I guess. Just that I was blowing my nose throughout the paper. :( Went to see a doctor again yesterday after phy lab. The doctor asked what's wrong with me, I said I'm having a flu, and she went, "Since last time?" Yah, indeed, since 2 weeks ago. My poor nose is sore from all the contact with tissue paper. She finally prescribed me antibiotics, but it's those red-and-white ones that I'd ate when I was a kid, so I don't really think it's going to work.

Going for health screening tmr at 9.30am. But SOM lecture starts at 10am. Hah, so I'm probably going to be late. No, make that definitely. But I may end up missing the entire lecture. :(

Recess week coming... almost there actually. !

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

FINALLY finished and handed in the inorg report. Physical chem lab tomorrow. :X

After SOM lecture today as usu I had lunch with my coursemate. I don't know if it's my impatience or what, but I really don't like to wait for people. Even though I'm quite a slow person, she is slower. (ha can you believe it?) Slower at visiting the toilet, for example. She's like always slow, so it can't be she's having her period. Slower than me even though I had been blowing my nose inside the cubicle. :P

Wait for her to withdraw money. Wait for her to buy yogurt after lunch. This is why sometimes I'd rather have lunch alone. It's just so much faster. When people agglutinate together everything just slows down. You have to walk slower, and stuff. And then she had to finish her yogurt at the table. Being the impatient person that I am, I was about to ask her to carry it away, when she asked me to teach her the organic chem lecture that she'd missed yesterday.

Honestly I was appalled. I mean, how could a person like this exist? (Uni has really opened eyes to the sort of people who walk this earth. All my life I've been (quite luckily) surrounded by nice and kind people.) It's really very bu4 zi4 dong4 lor. Like, I also haven't read the notes after the lecture, how would I know? A normal person will just ask to copy anything the lecturer might have said right? Which normal person will ask his/her friend to go throught the entire lecture? Gosh. Anyway I attempted for one slide and gave up. Told her to copy my notes and ask me if she doesn't understand, I gotta rush to the library to complete my lab report (which was true).

And she suddenly realised (very happily) that I had taken spectro last sem and asked me to send her my lab reports. My lab reports, which I had so painstakingly written after spending hours on weekends in the library alone poring over books. My lab reports, written by myself, not like those cheapo people who copy from their seniors' reports. Like this person. And you know what's the most unbelievable thing? She admitted that she already has the reference lab reports from not one, but FOUR people. I really find it hard to believe that this kind of people exist. How can a person be so thick-skinned? Gosh...

By the way this person...


...is the one in the previous entries. Bleh

Monday, February 16, 2009

updated template

I’ve decided to use the new template. Guess it’s better for a person like me who can’t really work with html. And guess what, I can insert tables!!! (previously unachievable :P)

Ok I should really go and do my report….

sick

I've been sick since last week. Ever since I was caught in the sudden downpour last Wednesday after Organic Chem lab. Mind you, I was carrying an umbrella, but my shoes and the bottom of my jeans were completely soaked so imagine how cold I was when I was watching the performance at UCC. No wonder I came down with a flu, along with sore throat, which went away and then returned after I kept eating my beloved chicken chop *winks*, and the final brownie the night before was the final straw and I woke up with a sore throat yesterday.

Began coughing yesterday and this morning to my horror I almost could not speak! Hah, can reach those low notes of "Flavor of Life" easily. :P

And all that mucus... Yuck. Where did they come from? Is there no end to this stuff? Goodness... I've used up nearly half a box of tissue...

Wish me get well soon.

Time to complete that arggghhhhh inorg lab report. xx

Sunday, February 15, 2009

my fren has sent me the file. on hindsight, should I have kept my cool and not snapped at her (sort of, if you can snap at a person over sms)? Can't do anything about it now...
that person is out again. Ok I've decided to put an end to all this nonsense. I'll just finish the damn report myself. Even if I have to write rubbish. Feel like cursing...

the most horrible lab report writing experience ever

CM2111 Experiment 2. Tinghui and I spent the entire friday afternoon in the library, and when we finally left the library at 9 plus, we had only managed to write the introduction and procedures. It’s just so tough. I mean, I don’t think the lectures prepare us enough to write the report. And I can’t find comprehensible info from the books. How do you know if it’s a strong field or weak field ligand, what causes distortion from octahedral, does the bond length matter, and if I were to discuss the electronic spectra do I have to identify the transitions? I think so, but I can’t make any sense of the term symbols?

I’m currently trying to borrow the report from a friend who took this module last semester. Actually I only asked her to tell me the crystal field, but she had offered to send me her report.I had asked her on Friday night, and she’d said she’d send it later, which she didn’t. And then come Saturday she still didn’t send it, so I asked her about it. Turned out that she’d gone out ans she said she’d send it when she got home. It was Valentines’ and I didn’t want to bother her too much though I must admit I was pissed already. At midnight I figured surely she must have reached home and messaged her. She said she just got home and was really tired and would send me tomorrow.

Now I guess it’s just really obvious this person is just stuffing me with excuses. I mean, hello… how hard is it to just attach a word document and email it? And it’s not even like I asked for it; she had offered it. If I’m not so desperate I wouldn’t have bothered to contact her at all. It’s noon now and I still haven’t received her mail and heck I may just crapped my report through…

Saturday, February 7, 2009

《迷宫》

by 梁朝伟 and 杨千桦

男:风吹过古典的缠绵 我们就听得见 别错过这一章 生命的誓言
女:天使说再见那一年 我开始看不见 我只能相信 彩虹的诺言
男:我曾经梦见自己在地下铁的曲线 来来回回地寻找迷宫的终点
合:终于 听见 我要等的人 就站在耳边

Chorus
合:别怕 就算蒙住双眼也发现 爱情就在我们的附近
女:我用呼吸去感觉
合:幸福的预言
陪你 用一生光阴去发现 看不到的场面
男:难道对你的思念
合:不能超越一双眼

男:看不到过眼的云烟 却战胜了时间 谁能够改变 我永恒的脸
女:我曾经梦见自己在地下铁的曲线 有人等待我漫游童话的宫殿
合:终于 听见 我要等的人 就站在耳边

Repeat Chorus

男:心里有你什么都不怕
女:别怕 就算蒙住双眼也发现
合:爱情就在我们的附近
女:我用呼吸去感觉
合:幸福的预言 陪你 用一生的光明去发现 看不到的场面
男:难道对你的思念
合:不能超越一双眼

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

《鬼马狂想曲》

那天星期六看这部戏,看到凌晨3点,隔天还去 bukit timah,累死。

张柏芝饰演编号7654321哈米波波(好可爱的名字^_^),来自魔法学校。连校服都极像Hogwarts的!她的表哥是个绒毛玩具的垃圾虫。哈米波波说表哥本来长得很帅,可是后来中了咒语,变成垃圾虫。表哥帅得女朋友都觉得没有安全感。原来她就是女朋友。

有一幕让我很有感触。杰(古天乐)与波波渐生情愫,表哥要求与杰谈谈。波波求他无论如何都不能把杰吃掉,haha... Anyway 杰一番内心剖白后,请求垃圾虫成全两人。

波波告诉垃圾虫,对现在的她来说,表哥太帅了。垃圾虫望着波波紧握着杰的手,走向窗口抽了一口烟(looking very troubled and gloomy)。我本来以为他会像以往的吐/大便at杰,但并没有。

他只是走向门,拿出一张照片。(竟然是刘德华!!!)伤心得流泪,然后离去。

这时波波也已经泣不成声了。

好难过。。。

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Why do people feed pigeons?

Aren't they supposed to eat worms or something? Why feed them bread?

It's just soooooooooo irritating. Saw 2 incidents of feeding today. Super pissed.

According to the AVA,
Prohibition on feeding
10. No person shall feed stray pigeons in any premises or public place.
Offences
17. Any person who contravenes or fails to comply with rule 6 (3), 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 or 13 (1) shall be guilty of an offence and shall be liable on conviction to a fine not exceeding $500.