Found this written on a scrap piece of paper:

不是因为是真的才相信
是因为 相信了才变真的

Written by me, but I can't remember where I'd copied it from...

By the way, organic chem paper was yesterday. (That sounds wrong. Exam does not equal yesterday. I should write, "I had my organic chem paper yesterday". hahaha) It wasn't too bad, I guess. I mean, at least I could sort of get to the final product. Hee...anyway I'm just glad that it's over...at least for the next few months. Cos I heard from my friends that in nus chem u can't escape from organic chem; it's the main research area of the chem department. Sigh.

My next paper is Inorganic chem on Thursday. And I've been totally slacking yesterday and today. Watched ghost whisperer, read i-weekly, and of course watched youtube. Recently I've been watching many 棒棒堂videos, and honestly, I can't get enough of them. Hahaha... I didn't think much of them in the past, but grew to like them as I watched more of their shows. They're really funny. I watched their videos when I was super sleepy from studying organic chem, and I laughed so hard my stomach hurt and I became very energetic and high...at 4am..hahaha. As you can see I haven't been working hard and this really worries me. Exam le, TKY!!! Where has your 往日的用功 and 勤奋 gone? Stop playing!!! But it's so hard when the laptop is right in front of you on your desk, and between the computer and a stack of notes of course you will go for the former, right? Sigh, maybe I should just hide my laptop.

Nah... that's impossible. Bleh.

《乒乓圆》今天大结局！猜猜是何胜武还是贺家军会赢？不知道啊，网上多数的人都是支持阿武。。。哈哈其实我也是。阿武这个角色确实比较讨好。希望阿武能和姿宜在一起，因为小芬实在不值得阿武的爱。她这个大花痴，整天摆着一副“阿武你快回去洗衣店-别再闹了-你怎么可能会打乒乓”的脸，刘云在公开赛败给阿武后竟然因为家军的几句话而怀疑从小和她一起长大的阿武，真是太 太 太 可恶了！！！相反的，姿宜一直都相信阿武，并鼓励他追求梦想。(it's tough typing in chinese...) In fact I feel that it's Ziyi who propelled Ah Wu to stop playing against the wall and play with a human opponent. It's only after her 责备 that he 大彻大悟...