真的是求人不如求己啊。

随着成长，很多事，变得越来越不单纯，越来越不简单。曾经以为很要好的关系，在关系到金钱时变得紧张。 在金字面前，原形毕露。人人皆求自保。

人生真是场无止境的学习旅程啊。。。

My sunflower seedlings have sprouted!

Ok, so as expected that seedling didn't make it. Haiz. I thought it might be the transport that killed it, but the remaining seedlings at my uncle's house died too. Hmm... going to try growing from seeds myself. Bought a packet of seeds from NTUC and a 10-inch pot from Giant. But I'm worried that the pot might be too small, cos I read that sunflower roots can grow to 4 feet below the soil surface (!!). I don't know what species that author is referring to though...

≪外面的世界≫

齐秦 《外面的世界》
词: 齐秦 曲: 齐秦

在很久很久以前
你拥有我
我拥有你
在很久很久以前
你离开我
去远空翱翔

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很精彩
我会在这里衷心的祝福你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很无奈
我还在这里耐心的等着你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

Hiwamari

Got a sunflower seedling from my uncle's house today. With zero gardening experience and tools (no fertiliser, no soil, no pot!), its future looks bleak.

Life is dear, love is dearer. Both can be given up for freedom.

生命诚可贵，爱情价更高，若为自由故，两者皆可抛。

Petofi Sandor桑多尔.裴多菲

He got married!

Attended my cousin's wedding yesterday (since it's past midnight now; I ought to be sleeping soon). Hmm I've attended other wedding dinners before, but this is the first one of someone I was close to (or used to be close to when I was a kid). So yes, it does feel kind of different. My cousin made a speech on the stage, it was kind of too mushy for me, but I can feel that he really loves his wife sincerely. He is a good person and I wish them both everlasting happiness. :)

On a sidenote, there's something about weddings that makes you want to fall in love and get married too. Maybe it's the atmosphere of love and happiness rubbing off. Maybe there's a tiny part in every one that wishes for a fairytale ending.