Fragile

You know, I don’t think I’ll ever be happy. Wherever I am, I’ll wish I’m somewhere else. Whatever I have, I’ll want something different.

Smile and make you think I’m happy
I talk and make you think I love me
I laugh, so you don’t see me cry
I look at you and hide the pain inside
I feel myself dying but you see me survive

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

If you don't understand my silence... You'll never understand my words
The pain is there to remind me that I'm still alive

Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering

I thought somebody would notice, I thought somebody would say something…

As we grow older, it gets harder to believe. It’s not that we don’t want to but too much has happened and we can’t.

I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell…

When you finally realize that you didn't matter at all to someone, you begin to wonder if you ever mattered to anyone

The only guy that deserves you.. is the one that thinks he doesn't. the one that'll stick by your side.. no matter how much you mess up. and the one who will forgive you.. mistake after mistake..
To put it simply, I want to be someone's everything…
I am so scared ... scared that I wont ever love anyone like this, that I wont ever find someone who can make me feel so complete yet at the same time be the one who's leaving me feeling lifeless... And you'll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you -make you feel like nothing

Do you know why I hate myself? I’m selfish, lonely, insecure, annoying,and bitchy, but the main reason I hate myself is because I am me.

Even though I loved you so much, I just couldn't deal with the pain. And, the times we spent together, holding each other, were the best times of my life. But no matter how much I wanted to keep you in my arms, I couldn't. I couldn't hold on to you, knowing that all you were going to do was hurt me. But right now, even though I still love you, I don't need you anymore. I don't need you to complete me. I just need you to comfort me when I'm sad, support me, and listen to me when I talk. So, I guess what I'm saying is, I'm glad we're over. I'm glad I've let go I can cry a million tears, but you'll never see my frown. I'll whisper your name one thousand times, but you'll never hear a sound.

I miss you. not enough to want you back, just enough for it to hurt

Maybe I was just a stepping stone for you to get to that point in your life where you'd figure out what you wanted, or didn't want... So to prove to you that I love you and all I want is for you to be happy, I'll walk away..
Promise me that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me.

Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to live knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you

I feel like one of those people who is so miserable that they can't be around normal people, like I'll infect the happy people

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop

Love is a behavior, not a feeling. It's the way somebody treats you everyday, all day ... not just when their life is going well

I know we're good together. You're the only person I can be myself with, even if I don't know who the hell that is.

You're scared because you don't understand... I'm scared because I do.

She's a pretty typical teenager. Angry, insecure, confused. I wish I could tell her that's all going to pass, but I don't want to lie to her.

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