BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS

Episode 18

Jun Pyo finds out that Jan Di will never be able to swim again because of him. The guilt... Hasn't he suffered enough?

看着他抱着Jan Di 送的粉红猫入睡。。。但他怎么连在梦里也有不安的表情？真让人心疼。Chief Jung tuckes him in and leaves a folder containing Jan Di's photos under a pillow, allowing Jun Pyo to move in next to her.

Perhaps he cares about Jun Pyo more than Jun Pyo's own mother.

2008-08-06模范棒棒堂 棒棒堂友情交誼廳II

haha this is funny... awkward moments when you try to strike a conversation w/o too many 冷场

went for the yrp interview on wednesday. it's a kind of attachment programme. I knew I'd screwed up the interview cos my mind was kind of blank and I fumbled with my answers. Anyway I walked out of the room just wanting to roar and scream. Gross. Received the rejection email the following day.

I don't feel disappointed, not too much anyway, cos I'm not really interested in research. I just hate interviews. Gawd...

I'm rotting once again at home, just like I'd done last year. I'm not complaining...

By the way Javan mynas have been attempting to enter my house via the kitchen windows. My mother has resorted to covering the windows with a piece of cloth. I had found it mildly amusing until just now, when I went to the kitchen to get a drink and I was talking to my mom when I saw this myna perching on the window sill. OMG! I let out a very shrill scream that scared my mother and the bird away.

Well, I've learnt from my Natural Heritage class that mynas (and crows, and long-tailed macaques for that matter, those found at BTNR) are very smart creatures, and I guess they have associated my kitchen with food, cos we always leave leftover food in a bin uncovered. The thing is I live on the 15th storey, and the kitchen window is really small, only 2 panels long. I wonder how they found the place... and more importantly how to get rid of them.

By the way do you know it is legal to kill mynas? And crows and pigeons? (haha I bet people are thinking about how cruel I am. But these animals are aliens AND pests.)

おくりびと （送行者：礼仪师的乐章）

死，可能是一道门。逝去并不是终结，而是超越，走向下一程。正如门一样。


This movie is really nice. The soundtrack is good and I cried a lot during the movie. The front part was a bit boring, but once it got into the main theme I just couldn't stop watching. 哭得眼泪直流，滴到衣服都湿了。。。礼仪师真是一份伟大的工作。。。 Strongly recommend this movie to everyone.
Watch it here:
Part 1
Part 2

The OST:

[OST] Joe Hisaishi - Okuribito Original Soundtrack [2008.09.10]

feeling very depressed now... must watch some 棒棒堂 and have a good laugh before i can get to sleep....