《突然好想你》

那天听yes 93.3 龙虎榜，听丁志勇说《突然好想你》的词写得太棒了，怎么会有人写出这么好的词。让我好好奇。阿信的写词功力可不是盖的喔，《倔强》is a good example.

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们 还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚 绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然 听到你的消息

文字浅白，却又能够勾起内心深处的感动。好悲。。。

LOOK AT THE SKY!

OHMYGOODNESS！

right now if you look at the sky in the southwest direction, here's what you'll see (and what I am seeing now):
Venus--bright as ever
a very cute very thin crescent Moon
Jupiter
...and I can barely make out another celestial object with my naked eye...so I went to check it up on Stellarium and guess what? It's MERCURY!!! (the domicile of virgo is mercury, just as the domicile of capricorn is saturn =) )

I dunno why, but seeing this gets me all excited and overwhelmed...and frustrated cos there is no one to share my joy with.

Update at 7.53pm: Haha my mom just finished mopping the floor and went to look at the sky. Her eyesight is pretty good; she can still make out Mercury...hahaha
Mercury is at an altitude of about 5degrees...barely above the top floor of the flat across the street. Argh...demolish that flat!

So I gather I am destined to be an amateur astronomer. Or star-gazer, I should say. Haha I sound like some centaur from Harry Potter world. I like to look at the sky, and wonder, and think about the myths and signs and all sorts of romantic stuff. I'm not really into cosmo and neutrinos and dark matter...

i-candy @ 舞林大道

just watched 舞林大道 on channel U.

It's dancing with the stars part2.

My favourite was i-candy with 杨千霈。 they danced to 《新不了情》and whoa it's really touching...





东谚and千霈 look pretty good together huh? =)

Read his blog entry on the performance here:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/milk0910/20636601

Garasu no Tsubasa ~hoshi no kinka~

theme song of jdorama Shin Hoshi no Kinka (aka 新白色之恋. watched it when i was sec 2?）:

Konna ni tsuyokute, konna ni yowakute
Mahou ni kakatta setsunai omoi
Kitto ano hi kara nemurenai, zutto
Anata wo omou to namida ga kobore ochite kuru

Aishiteru, aishisugiteru,
aishikata mo shiranai kuse ni

GARASU no tsubasa hiroge, omoikiri kake nukete
Taiyou ni tokasarete, tsuiraku shitemo
Subete wo ushinau toki, anata eto todoke inori
Kiseki wo shinjite yukeru kara

Ichiban chikakute, ichiban tookute
Kitto dare yori mo wakatteru noni
Tomodachi no mama de te to te ga furetara
Doushiyou mo naku itoshiku naru koko ni iru noni

Kizutsuite, kizuteukete iru,
iyashikata mo shiranai kuse ni

Hi no ataru sakamichi de, anata no te no nukumori
Oikakete tsukamitai, iki wo hazumasete
Mou sukoshi no jikan to, sukoshi dake no sayonara de
Futari no subete ga kawaru kara

Fushigi na unmei wo nakushitakunai kara
Mou namida... misenai kara

GARASU no tsubasa hiroge, anata no hoshi wo mezasu
Ginga sae mo koeteku, eien no jikan
Karada wa kieusete mo ikite iku koto no imi to
Anata wo shinjiru tsuyoi kokoro

Shinjiru tsuyoi kokoro...

Retrieved from "http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Garasu_no_Tsubasa_~Hoshi_no_Kinka~"

performed by Hoshino Mari, who's also the lead actress in the show. No wonder I found her quite familiar-looking... She's Aoko in "Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo 2005 "

sucky sem

OMG.
I've just checked the CORS website.
The 3 chemistry core modules I have to take this sem...

10-12: Physical chem
12-2: Organic chem
2-4: Inorganic chem

ALL ON THE SAME DAY!!!

(hello how am i going to have lunch?)

I'm like SOOOOOOOOO totally going to die this semester.

yukan club is nice. light to watch and very funny but not shallow. maybe i'll watch it again (i think i will) next sem break...
my results were out on tuesday. good =) hahaha...
it's christmas today. No festive joy, but the weather is cold...

Yukan Club

Watching "Yukan Club" now.
Dunno what else to watch... Don't want to watch Gokusen 3 cos Gokusen 2 is essentially the same as Gokusen 1 (Yankumi has a silly crush and she's fren with the English teacher who is her love rival and the students of class 3-D (again?) are delinquents who will gradually soften up to her, the students will rant about how they don't trust teachers, they will get beaten up and Yankumi will come to their rescue, the bad guy will ask "Who are you?" and she will answer "I'm their homeroom teacher"...and there's this rich guy in the class(shin and ryu)doesn't it sound familiar?), except there isn't sawada shin :(

And when I watch shows i like to watch those with familiar faces...

Yamapi--I've watched almost all of his recent works: Proposal Daisakusen, Kurosagi, Nobuta wo Produce, Dragon Zakura...code blue doesn't sound very interesting...

Oguri Shun--Hana Kimi, Hana Yori Dango..he's the reason why I wanted to watched HYD..initially anyway... I tried Bimbo Danshi last break but gave up..:P

Matsumoto Jun--HYD and the charity show. Think I'll keep him with Inoue Mao together and not watch any other shows... Domyoji and Makino!!!

Kame--Nobuta wo Produce and Gokusen2... Not sure

Akanishi Jin--I first noticed him in Gokusen 2. He's in "Yukan Club" also. I noticed he resembles Nicholas Tse in yukan club...hahaha

hyd again...

this person wrote quite well... good analysis of the show and comparison of the drama and manga
http://www.dramabeans.com/2007/03/hana-yori-dango/

http://www.spcnet.tv/Japanese-TV-Series/Hana-Yori-Dango-review-r1242.html
Quote:
"First of all, I believed Matsumoto Jun depicted Domyouji’s character more consistently than Jerry Yan. In "Meteor Garden", Dao Ming Si in the beginning of the drama is a totally different person from Dao Ming Si in the end. I understand that Shan Cai did change Dao Ming Si’s character and made him gentler. However, that does not mean Dao Ming Si totally morphed into another person. In Hana Yori Dango, you could see Domyouji changed by Tsukushi. However, instead of changing into a different person, he still maintains his stubbornness, his pride, his impatience, his fights with Tsukushi, etc. What changed was he no longer seems like the cold, heartless dictator of Eitoku. You sympathize with him when he tries his hardest to be patient with Tsukushi, and that is what moves you—when he is still Domyouji, but this time, a Domyouji who is trying to love."

Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru

Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru (Myu will Give Daddy Her Legs )
Starring Matsumoto Jun as Yamaguchi Hayato (25), a young man who has contracted a rare disease called CIDP which affects the nervous system. It is based on a true story. This show is part of NTV's 24Hour Television charity show (SPEED also participated!). I think the little girl acting as Myu was Rei in "At Home Dad" cos she has the same cute voice =)
It is sad watching this kind of show, and especially sad to know it is real. Why does it have to happen to a young man with a bright future ahead, a family to provide happiness for? Sigh. I cried thrice watching, first when Myu (Yamaguchi's 4-year-old daughter) suggested to Aya (wife) giving half of her legs to Papa so that he can walk again (half because it will hurt...child's innocence); when the family was returning to the hospital after not getting to the mountain top that held special memories (it was where Yamaguchi confessed to Aya) and Myu suddenly stopped in her tracks and stared at a man holding her daughter up high. It was so impactful, that scene...; and there's this festival ( i forgot the name, tadama sth, Tanabata [Altair - Star of the Cowherd-meets Vega - Weaver Girl], where they write their wishes down and tie them to a tree). Myu's wish was to give daddy her legs. Yamaguchi wanted to hold his daughter up high. How can I not cry...

Hana yori dango again...

it's so cool! Domyoji said "According to the horoscope we both belong to Saturn". It's true! It was mentioned in season two that his birthday is in January, and in Hana yori Dango Final the news reported Makino's birthday as (i think) 26December1988. (which kind of doesn't make sense cos later she says she is 22) anyway the astrological sign Capricorn (Dec22 - Jan 21) has a Domicile of SATURN!!! goodness! so cool!

花より男子

finished watching hana yori dango 1, 2 and final. it's really nice, better than the chinese version i would say. the final's ending is great! everything is resolved..everyone came back for the wedding (at ebitsu garden place!) can't help smiling...
watched many videos of jun and mao on youtube... they really make a nice couple =)

how can a person be so damn annoying? and irritating and gross and makes your blood absolutely boil and makes you want to strangle the person and rattle the neck?
why do i have to face that person everyday?
hate to have any connection with her. hate to use her things, hate to play her game. that's why last week i'd rather use my old bag than to use hers cos we all know how it will end up when things turn ugly.
she will dig out all the dirt under the carpet, anything she can think of. this belongs to me, return it to me, she demands. even if that item has been not in use for centuries. she won't be needing it. doing this just to spite me. i hate myself for having to creep timidly around her.
i have dignity. i have my pride. sometimes i can't stand it and i choose to walk away. she won't have it that way. she'll scream and if i ignore her she'll bug me.
it's ok for her to turn the volume super loud, like she's doing now, but not so for other people.
what she likes is the best, what i like is shit.
talk about self-centredness.
why do i have to give in to her?
wish one day i can give her one tight slap.
who the hell does she think she is, anyway?

Galileo がりリオ

very nice show..only 10 episodes though; sad that it's over... fukuyama masaharu is so charming as the physics genius Yukawa Manabu who helps Utsumi Kaoru investigate cases that are seemingly paranormal... he is super logical and says a lot of funny things ("What the hell, I should have watched more anime"). The cases are really interesting..the poltergeist one and the hanging woman one were kinda sad (hmm actually all of them are quite sad. the man who killed himself for insurance money for his family, the boy who made up the tale about visions to go on TV shows because his father was poor, the brilliant scientist who disappointed Yukawa by his obsession with weapon tech, the woman who thought she saw her sister's ghost because she wanted to believe that, a woman who killed her lover because she wanted to keep her daughter..whoa that's like every episode!), but my favourite was the first (hmm and maybe the last case too)one. I liked the twist. Initially I felt sad that the kind Kanamori who volunteered to record stories for the blind made the mistake of comitting murder, but it was then revealed (SPOILER) that it was a planned murder that only succeeded on the 43rd attempt. How chilling...

the soundtrack is AWESOME too!!! very rich and mysterious and grand... esp love track number 7! dunno how to upload it onto this page though...

HOUSE OF SHADOWS

Ned and Kit Light were packing when they received a telegram asking their parents (Mr Thomas and Mrs Connie Light) to go to Mythika, concerning a lost ancestor and a surprise inheritance. So Ned and Kit moved into the new house alone. The house, Hallows Grange, was damp and chilly, full of fleeting shadows. They received a strange message asking for help and were transported back in time, unfolding a tragic story:

Long ago the house and all the land nearby were owned by the Golightly family. They were fair and respected landowners and the house was famous for its parties and hospitality. However, Ebenezer Hubble sent a phony guide with Lord Thomas Golightly on his botanical exploration trip, arranging for him to be “lost”. He then forged the will of Lord Golightly, leaving himself in charge of the estate until the Lord’s son, Edward reached 21 years of age. Ebenezer then tricked Edward into taking money which he thought his father had left him and accused Edward of stealing. Ebenezer was a judge and he sentenced Edward to seven years of transportation to the colonies. He sailed on The Medusa, which sank off the coast of Mythika in heavy seas. Lady Constanza Golightly died from influenza soon after that.

Quoting Ebenezer’s diary:
September 1st 1791
Through my trickery, Edward is safely out of the way now, never to return to reclaim his inheritance. Hallows Grange is mine and yet… at night when all is quiet I miss them—all of them, especially Thomas. He was my cousin and childhood friend—better than me at everything, always liked, master of Hallows Grange and my benefactor… But when the shadows gather, I am afraid—my guilt weighs heavily. Is it guilt which stops me destroying the real will?

Ebenezer tried to get Catherine (Thomas’s daughter) to marry his son Gervase. She refused and tried to escape. With the help of Ned and Kit, she managed to escape, leaving Gervase to think that she had drowned.
On Ebenezer’s death bed, Kit and Ned ensured that the lawyer read aloud the diary of Ebenezer. Amos Goodfellow, Thomas’s good friend, found the authentic will. Catherine returned as Lady Golightly-Smarte, together with her husband Henry.

It turned out that Edward did survive, although he had lost his memory. He was eventually nursed back to health.

dragons of the dry

Quoting okto ad on "Life in Cold Blood":
It takes up to 2 months for him to court her.
But once these Shingleback lizards become mates,
they remain faithful to each other for over 20 years.
In fact, their bond endures even after death.

不良笑花

凌晨看完了《不良笑花》。每次看完一部戏，心里总是很不舍。
很喜欢这部戏，虽然朋友们都比较迷搞噱头的《篮球火》和《命中注定我爱你》。

好笑，真的很好笑，让我笑得好开心。最后一两集，却也能让我的眼泪不停地往下掉。

我想更重要的是，戏里的演员及角色都是我喜欢的。而且中间虽然加了一段“原来X是X的女儿”的戏，但是结局却不是我以为的母女相认。因为怕伤害了小花，所以宁可让她继续相信母亲是一个温柔并且很爱她的女人，相信母亲在天堂守护着她，也要强忍住事实。蒋大树和阿妈对小花的爱非常伟大，阿妈在贾家有感而发的那场戏演得好棒！结果雅安并没有和小花相认，而是以干妈的身份，让小花叫她一声“妈”。我想这大概是最好的结局吧。。。台词也写得非常好。除了那些经典的“毒门唐语”，让我印象深刻的是小花在唐门要她和他一起去德国时说的那一番话：“你不愿意放弃你的梦想，却要我放弃我的梦想。有很多女性等着你为她们改造，但我饰品店的顾客也等我把她们变漂亮。”true, 我从来没想过这个问题。真的要为了爱放弃一切远走他乡吗？那家人怎么办？最后小花追到机场，虽然追上了，也和唐门有了teary farewell plus “安静的力量”， 我很惊讶唐门还是上了飞机。演戏嘛，这个时候男女主角不应该来个大大的拥抱然后开开心心地回家吗？两年后，jojo要贾思乐履行诺言，把唐门找回来。他们重逢的方式都好妙，又是上同一辆德士。

这部戏的人并没有真的很坏。。除了吉诺和那个姓秦的男演员吧，不过他们都是小咔。。



蒋小花-- 一开始非常受不了她的发音和外形，后来就习惯了。善良乐观，对于所有事都以真心对待。虽然我本来很希望她能跟贾思乐在一起，但也可以明白她为什么会爱上唐门。



唐门--毒舌时尚达人，有一双“神奇魔力手”。他很冷漠，说话也很刻薄，但逐渐被小花溶化，展现温柔的一面。觉得潘玮柏好可爱。。他演的是一个冷漠的人，可是却一直NG。。NG片段真的超级喷饭的好笑！！！他和妈妈的那场哭戏，送上亲自设计的婚纱作为小花的结婚礼物并说出残忍的话（虽然这种戏偶像剧常有，但是wilbur and rainie 演却不觉得牵强）还有在机场的那一幕，潘玮柏的演出都让我感动。


贾思乐-- aka贾肥，小花的小学同学。小时候肥得整天被人欺负，只有小花愿意和他做朋友，也只有他不会取消小花的自然卷，因而决定长大后要娶小花。去了日本在好友唐门的帮助下成功减肥变身帅哥，可当年贾肥的阴影依然存在。对于小花“垃圾车有几个灯？答案是九个灯，因为(counting the fingers) 灯灯灯灯灯灯灯灯灯”的笑话不管说了多少次还是笑得很开心，直到小花都觉得他好捧场。他是温柔的，却为了小花与唐门闹翻。中间有段时间我有点不能理解他为何如此执著，小花明明说她爱上唐门了却还约她吃饭，there're also many users on youtube leaving comments saying he's irritating,isn't it clear that xiaohua doesn't love him, etc.. 不过爱情不就是这样吗，难道说放就放吗？他是那么的爱小花，爱得让人为他感到心痛。最后昏迷期间听到小花祈求天神不要让唐门走，终于决定let her go. 第十四集，他们回到小学，小时候一起度过的美好时光历历在目，一起荡过的秋千，一起吃零食坐的板凳，小花讲笑话的platform。。景物依旧，人事已非。小花再次讲垃圾车的笑话，贾思乐也开心的笑。然后是时间让她走了。说对小花的爱只是因为自己没有自信，只有小花不会嫌弃他，要她放手，因为她不会扶他一辈子，要她去追回唐门。。。说最后那句话，心一定很痛吧。一直装出来的坚强，在看着她奔跑离去的背影的那瞬间瓦解。他哭了。


江蜜--贾思乐的未婚妻，只因两家是世交。不明白自己怎么会输给小花，处心积虑的要唐门让小花爱上他。对于她的行为，一开始我不能接受。《换换爱》里充满正义感的江小南怎么变得如此奸诈？但看到她后来明白贾思乐真的不爱自己的痛苦，在贾思乐昏迷时向小花道歉，明白了。。江蜜不是个坏人，老实说她也没有作出什么很坏的事。每个人在面对自己的爱情时都是自私的。当贾思乐昏迷时，她已不再在乎他不爱自己，只希望他能醒过来。看开了，she even sprayed the perfume that jiasile had designed for xiaohua, just wishing he would regain consciousness.


看得出我有多喜欢《不良笑花》吧，花了两个小时打了这么多中文。。。


很喜欢戏的ost.. i'll recommend 同一个遗憾 by wilbur and another guy..
http://www.imeem.com/people/cQpnTOQ/playlist/lhhWxLQK/miss_no_good_non_oficial_ost_music_playlist

《单身看》

adapted from i-weekly

a lifetime of secrets

i'm reading "A LIFETIME OF SECRETS" now.. borrowed it from the school library. It's a really nice book that i strongly recommend. it's made up of many postcards that people have sent in about their secrets. Some made me laugh, others made me want to cry. All in all it tugs at your heartstrings (is there such a phrase?) and makes you think about what life really is...
i'd love to quote all of them but that's impossible, so go read the book yourself!!!

• "I am almost 40. I have average hair, an average body and average looks. As a result, I am invisible. No one ever notice me. Everytime I go shopping, I steal something. (...) I just pick what I want, put it in my pocket and walk on. Because I am invisible, no one sees me or what I take. I live in fear that I will be caught. And that I won't."
• "I eat spicy foods so that it will hurt on the way back up."
• "I write home telling everyone what a great time I'm having... Secretly I've never felt so ALONE in my life."
• "i am afraid to meet people from the internet in person because i photoshop my pics and think they will be disappointed."
• "I am terrified of becoming the Crazy Old Cat Lady. I'm 22 years old, I've never had a real boyfriend, and I have 3 cats. I don't think my fears are unfounded."
• "I haven't believed in God since you told me you were divorcing dad."
• "You tried to find the key to my heart. I was scared, so I left you for someone who I knew would never look for it. I guess it will stay locked up forever."
• I only allow myself to read your letters once a year (9/17). Then, I let myself fantasize how my life would be different if you were still around. Sometimes I find myself hating you because it’s easier than missing you.
• I wanted to be a spy. I try not to tell many people this. I would hate to go to my 25th reunion and have to introduce myself as an accountant and have my former classmates ask, “What happened to you wanting to be a spy?” And I’d have to just smile and nod. And then leave early to go on a dangerous mission to save their lives from a threat they never knew existed.
• I’m eighteen and I’m catching myself living in the past.
• Sometimes I sit alone in the cafeteria… I have conversations with myself on the phone so people don’t think I have no friends.
• Someday, I want to go for a walk, and come home years later, having found myself.
• I still can’t believe you died. So I pretend you are away on a very long vacation having the best time ever.
  
• I wonder if my dad ever thinks “I’m home” when he pulls in the driveway to get me, here at my mom’s.
  
• I save every card, note, letter, picture, drawing, and email my friends send me so that when I am old and alone I will remember how much I was loved.
  
• I didn’t really have a “work emergency”. I just didn’t want to face our old classmates at your wedding.
  
• I wish I could interview your ex-wife and find out why she left. And see if they are the same reasons why I have considered leaving…
  
• I’m glad he isn’t alive to see me as a lesbian. I’m not ashamed… but HE would be.
  
• I lost all my friends because I spent too much time at work. Now I spend too much time at work because I lost all my friends.
  
• I’ve given up hope that my shrink will ever find the right dosage or combination of meds.
  
• My hairdresser of 6 years has no idea I’ve been divorced for almost a year. We still talk like I’m happily married!
  
• I aborted the baby you never knew about. Sometimes I want to tell you. But I doubt you would care.
  
• My biggest fear is not death, but of by chance running into the family of the boy whose heart beats inside my body.
  
• On 10/28/1977 I had open heart surgery at 11 months old. When I am depressed and think I want to die, I think of the doctors that worked to save my life. Thank you for the gift of life, so many times over.
  
• I don’t take my medication… Because it makes my illness real
  
• Retirement: The great thing about getting out of bed…you get to go back in.

I've also scanned some of the pictures..but won't post them here..i hate uploading pictures on blogger it's kind of complicated so i'm posting the link here:

A LIFETIME OF SECRETS

go take a look if you're free..they're really meaningful.. no one in my family seems to appreciate them though :(

miss no good

如果爱一个人，却要她为了迎合你的父母而改变自己，那还是爱吗？

可怜的贾思乐。。。

thoughts after exam

yeah..exams are over..

i'm in the library now using computer...

oh man cannot watch 不良笑花 in the library cos it's just so damn super funny i'm trying like mad to stifle my laughter... haha