just got back from an outing with the old 2B gang plus alice n zhiyu. haven't seen them in quite a long time (except alice, the last time I'd seen her was exam, which was 2 months ago, but sigh she is going to do applied chem and leaving me all alone..boohoo..). i always seem to be absent from outings. sigh. in fact today I ALMOST didn't go cos I suddenly had my period, but I feel very bad cos I've been absent quite a few times already and it'd be really insincere of me not to go. So I went. I was late, but as usual most of them were even later. I dunno what time I should arrive at in order not to wait. Hmm...
We had dinner at this mayin (I think) place, which is quite expensive and the food is not nice. Or maybe it's just me.. I don't seem to find anything delicious..aiyo..and as usual after the latecomers arrived and ordered and finished eating I'm still not done with my ramen. Oh man, how slow can I be...
After that we went to the food court, some space between the MRT station and west mall and finally to coffee bean where we chatted. 我想我们真的长大了,连谈话的内容都变得比较成熟了。like they discuss relationship experiences and stuff, and I feel so noob. Sigh. and 原来谈恋爱不是那么简单,也不止是爱而已这么单纯。还有 lust。*shudders* listening to them talk about being in love, how courting is always the sweetest and after that everything is bland, how guys toss you aside after they get you, how they like to get all touchy-feely without any spiritual connection, how broken you can be when it ends... it's pretty disheartening. BUT I believe not all guys are like that. I'm just not sure if I'll meet the minority good ones, if I'll ever meet any.
Listening to ms talk about her experience, I'm really sorry I wasn't there for her during that trying period. I don't think I'm a good friend. I don't reach out enough.
ok enough 感叹ing. i had a great time discussing baking with ms today! =)
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