《后来》

后来 - 刘若英

后来我总算学会了如何去爱 可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白 有些人一旦错过就不再
槴子花白花瓣 落在我蓝色百褶裙上
「爱你」你轻声说 我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚十七岁仲夏你吻我的那个夜晚
让我往后的时光每当有感叹总想起当天的星光
那时候的爱情为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么人年少时一定要让深爱的人受伤
在这相似的深夜里你是否一样也在静静追悔感伤
如果当时我们能不那么倔强现在也不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我 带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来我总算学会了如何去爱 可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白 有些人一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来有一个男孩爱着那个女孩

Busy busy...

Argh!!! Where had 3 months of holiday gone to?!?! Counting down to school open and so many things remain undone.

1. I'd planned to watch Gokusen 1 through 3, but I've only finished the first season.
2. Watched the first episode of KO One last night but don't think I'll continue watching.
3. Started reading Harry Potter from the first book. I'm at the fifth book now, but don't think I'll have time to reach the seventh. Wondered how I had managed to read so fast in the past.
4. Think I'll be taking "Principles of econs" this sem. And everyone keeps saying how difficult it is to score, how you will miss your A by making more than ONE mistake. Aiyo so stressing...and school hasn't even STARTED yet!!! omg...

I HATE BIDDING!!! (have I mentioned this before?)

I've been attending my cca's booth at the Matriculation Fair these few days. Very tiring. It was all I could do to keep myself from stoning. Really. You know I'm not good at this kind of sell-your-cca-to-freshies stuff. Like imagine me being all cheerful and hyped up and pouncing on freshies and with a wide smile on my face begin rambling on and on... *roll my eyes* It was quite hard to get through the day. And I could do with better company too. No girls. Nothing much to talk about with the rest of them. Different interests, you see. They don't really talk about trivia, and that's all I talk about. Sigh.

i think this picture is really cool but i can't get it to be part of the template so i'm putting it here:

outing to west mall

just got back from an outing with the old 2B gang plus alice n zhiyu. haven't seen them in quite a long time (except alice, the last time I'd seen her was exam, which was 2 months ago, but sigh she is going to do applied chem and leaving me all alone..boohoo..). i always seem to be absent from outings. sigh. in fact today I ALMOST didn't go cos I suddenly had my period, but I feel very bad cos I've been absent quite a few times already and it'd be really insincere of me not to go. So I went. I was late, but as usual most of them were even later. I dunno what time I should arrive at in order not to wait. Hmm...

We had dinner at this mayin (I think) place, which is quite expensive and the food is not nice. Or maybe it's just me.. I don't seem to find anything delicious..aiyo..and as usual after the latecomers arrived and ordered and finished eating I'm still not done with my ramen. Oh man, how slow can I be...

After that we went to the food court, some space between the MRT station and west mall and finally to coffee bean where we chatted. 我想我们真的长大了，连谈话的内容都变得比较成熟了。like they discuss relationship experiences and stuff, and I feel so noob. Sigh. and 原来谈恋爱不是那么简单，也不止是爱而已这么单纯。还有 lust。*shudders* listening to them talk about being in love, how courting is always the sweetest and after that everything is bland, how guys toss you aside after they get you, how they like to get all touchy-feely without any spiritual connection, how broken you can be when it ends... it's pretty disheartening. BUT I believe not all guys are like that. I'm just not sure if I'll meet the minority good ones, if I'll ever meet any.

Listening to ms talk about her experience, I'm really sorry I wasn't there for her during that trying period. I don't think I'm a good friend. I don't reach out enough.

ok enough 感叹ing. i had a great time discussing baking with ms today! =)

finished watching gokusen some days ago and couldn't get to watching the SP... maybe I'll watch it later.

having an outing with xiaowei and baobao tomorrow. sigh xw wanted to walk the southern ridge trail, but..remember my previous resolution? really don't want to go through that misery again. plus i haven't completely recovered yet. sigh. wish i'll get well soon and then i can go bake my favourite egg tarts!!! =)

grr feeling hungry now.. must NOT eat. must lose some weight!!!

Must snap out of my gloom over the last episode of Zettai Kareshi. I've decided to start a new drama... Previously I'd considered Gokusen, but it seems like just a replica of GTO. But then the Nighto guy is in Gokusen 2 (and so is Kame), and Oguri Shun is in Goku1, so Gokusen it is!

I'd baked a batch of oat cookies with chocolate chips last night because i was hungry... sigh failed again. Not crunchy. Sigh. Very disheartening eh... Keep failing, like only the first time was a success. Aiyo... and today I'm sick le so cannot eat my 精心杰作...

oh gosh. my eyes are totally swollen after watching the last episode. couldn't help but cry thoughout the entire episode. it's just sooo sad. It's heartbreaking watching him pretend that everything is alright and doing everything he can to make Riiko happy even as his main IC power is depleting. And to admit that Soshi loves Riiko as much as he does, to ask him to be there for Riiko when she cries...Night really loves her. He tried so hard to be human, to make Riiko happy, and the final message he left for her was super touching. And it ends with an image of Riiko smiling. Aww.. he's really a zettai kareshi!

I’m now waiting for Riiko to go on our date. Riiko’s
late as usual. But Riiko is probably late so that she can look good for me.
Riiko, I promised to always be by your side. I’m really sorry. I love you Riiko,
in all your forms. Riiko, sleeping with her mouth wide open. Riiko mad, Riiko
laughing. Riiko making cookies, Riiko trying her best. I love them all. Riiko,
be confident and move on. Go to Paris with Soushi-san. If it’s you, you’ll make
it. Don’t cry. Laugh, Riiko. Your smile will surely make others happy. Riiko,
I’ll be watching over you from above. I’ll be wishing for your
happiness.

zettai kareshi ep11 up on cr!

oh my gosh, i just went to crunchyroll and checked, and EPISODE 11 OF ZETTAI KARESHI IS UP LE!!! OMG... argh last episode le... watched a youtube video yesterday which contains some scenes from the last episode, think it's going to be a similar ending to the manga. Sobs...
Going to watch it now. Nighto!!!

my personality--according to bbc

it's accurate :P

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zettai kareshi clip

argh so sad... can't wait for the last episode to be uploaded... poor Night