Sigh. Butterflies fluttering in my stomach and palms turning cold and sweaty at the thought of school. I'm so used to not going to school, yet I'd rather go back to sec sch or jc rather than uni. The mere thought of the cors system gives me a headache. Hopefully by the time I reach second year I'd have completely mastered the use of the system.
It's so confusing. There are different requirements to fulfil, I dunno how to fulfil them. There are many different modules, the bidding system, then there's this timetable which shows that round 0 has already commenced yesterday. What if I missed something? I mean, what if I just stay at home everyday and then I won't know what is happening, I don't know that bidding has started and I didn't bid for anything... What will I study then? It's all so weird and confusing. Why don't they just give us a bloody timetable? Argh!
Plus I'm moving into hall this week The thought if leaving my home sweet home and living alone and having to be independent (the worst part is waking up. I wonder how I'm going to get to my lessons if I wake up at 2pm everyday. Alarm clocks simply fail.) fills me with trepidation. I'm so scared.
救命啊。。。
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