counting down...

Sigh. Results will be out on Friday, which is like 2 more days from now. Can't believe this day is finally coming. All too soon. I still haven't decided on my future. Now I can understand why my teacher used to say that the guys are luckier, cos they have 2 years in NS to think about what they want, while girls have to decide faster. And it's really much faster. We've only got 3 months. 3 months to make a decision that could potentially change our lives. Oh, this sucks. I'd always wanted to be a teacher, but as the date gets closer my uncertainty grows. Maybe I'd been too idealistic? I don't know the job scope well enough, I can't speak well, my foundation is not very strong, i think. Sigh.
I think I'll either go into education or healthcare. Yah. Ok.
Dreading my results but really looking forward to returning to nj. Missed it. Missed the school uniform too, can you believe it? Wonder how everyone will look like.

"Victory belongs to those who believe in it the most and believe in it the longest."