Volver

我害怕面对过去，但过去不断回来，挑战我的生活。
我害怕夜晚，但夜晚带着许多回忆，绑了我的梦......
回来，带着皱纹的额头。
时间的风雪，染银了我的眉毛。感觉，人生如朝露，20年如无物......
活着，我的灵魂紧抓着，一个甜美的回忆。
我不禁再次哭泣。

Adapted from i-周刊

天冷，风大，但我还是停了下来，混在人群中欣赏免费的钢琴演奏会。什么叫做文化古都？这就是了。要是在新加坡，恐怕早就被警察赶走了吧，除非你有执照。

counting down...

Sigh. Results will be out on Friday, which is like 2 more days from now. Can't believe this day is finally coming. All too soon. I still haven't decided on my future. Now I can understand why my teacher used to say that the guys are luckier, cos they have 2 years in NS to think about what they want, while girls have to decide faster. And it's really much faster. We've only got 3 months. 3 months to make a decision that could potentially change our lives. Oh, this sucks. I'd always wanted to be a teacher, but as the date gets closer my uncertainty grows. Maybe I'd been too idealistic? I don't know the job scope well enough, I can't speak well, my foundation is not very strong, i think. Sigh.
I think I'll either go into education or healthcare. Yah. Ok.
Dreading my results but really looking forward to returning to nj. Missed it. Missed the school uniform too, can you believe it? Wonder how everyone will look like.

"Victory belongs to those who believe in it the most and believe in it the longest."

Announcement!

Ahem. A-Levels results will be released this Friday, 2nd March. AH..all applications for scholarships will close 10 days after that. I still dunno what I want. =(

testing

hmm..got some prob..why can't i make a new post?

Finally...

Whoa..Finally could log in. I got a scare when I couldn't a few days ago..got some cookie problem.
这几天心情蛮沉重的，因为看的戏都是让我痛哭的，如《不可不信缘》(on friday. it's the last movie of 五夜场. They're terminating it Again. I was so happy when they reinstated the programme. sigh.) ，Pearl Harbor 还有《和平的代价》。

I watched "The Classic" for the second time, this time accompanied by my sister. In her presence I couldn't quite enjoy the movie the way I had previously. I don't know. Or is it because I already know what's going to happen next? I still cried a lot, and I was very gloomy for the next hour.

I could only catch the second part of "Pearl Harbor" because, sigh, I was workinｇ on Saturday．（Which means that I'll miss "The Price of Peace"!!! Arghh..) War is so scary. People trying desperately to escape. One bomb and you could be gone the next second. Many soldiers were trapped in the ship which sank after being bombed. The water level was rising, so all they could do was wait to die. In one scene, people were trying to save those trapped, but the door couldn't be opened and they couldn't saw it open fast enough. Rafe held the hand of one soldier and as water began gushing out the hand went limp. That scene was really, i dunno, impactful.

The theme song of "Pearl Harbor" is "There You'll Be" by Faith Hill: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63dIlSug9dA

P.S.珠希played "Pathetique"(dunno how to spell) in "The Classic", so i'm learning this song now. Very difficult, plus I'm not musically inclined. I can't co-ordinate both my hands.

Yeah, later got 　“我的Ｂ型男友”　ｏｎ　ｃｈａｎｎｅｌ　ｕ．

A Moment to Remember

Watched this movie last night and it was soooooooo sad. The girl contracted Alzheimer's disease (she's only 27!) and broke down upon learning that she would lose her memory bit by bit, eventually forgetting her loved ones and even herself.

What good is love if I can't remember you?



Forgiveness is to give hatred a little room in your heart.


And they're airing "The Classic" again next Friday. omg. It's even sadder than AMTR. Looking forward to next Fri.

Valentines' Day

oops..past V-day le..Total Defence day instead..Chinese new year coming soon..lots of nice tv shows to watch..yeah=)
Went to causeway pt today and saw many couples..actually saw many also that day when I went to suntec with Xiao Wei. envious. :P I feel quite old le..sigh
Got to work tmr..sigh

P.S. Very happy I bought 2 pair of shoes today..no yesterday at Metro. =)

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Whoa..Haven't blogged in ages..because of work, which left me so tired and drained that I don't have energy to do anything when I reach home. Don't even have time to watch TV. Have I mentioned that I miss my Supernatural every Friday? Arrgghhh...... :P I'm slowly getting used to the environment there, but I still can't recognise a lot of people. I think I can't remember faces AND names as well.
Sigh, don't have time to relax and do my own stuff. I haven't started on my PSC essay and tomorrow I'm going for the NTU talk. I dunno what to take for uni..dunno what I want to be. I dunno where my future is heading towards. So uncertain. =( And i'd have to make a choice. Soon.