I haven't been writing... no, lijuan, i'm not watching too much tv, i must be suffering from some holiday lag or whatever you call it, cos i'm super tired everyday i could keep my eyes open during lecture. On tuesday i did something incredible. I slept in class. For the first time in my life. Yah, you may find it surprising. I usually stone, but I find it hard to sleep anywhere other than my bed and on a bus.
Which is why I'm writing this entry now, why I'm not meeting my jc friends at changi to send xiaowei off later. I'm just so drained, I can't imagine how I'm going to make it through Friday(today?), I still have cca till 8 plus. Sigh. Feel very bad, but no point forcing anything, right?
I met her for dinner just now. She had said she was busy packing, but I really feel the need to meet her before she flies off. Like to say something. So we had dinner, walked around IMM a bit, then walked to the bus interchange. It was REALLY sad, parting with her at night and walking away alone. Felt kinda lost. On the train I messaged her and she replied with comforting words that almost made me cry on the train. (!) Well, good for her, at least she's not as emotionally feeble and prone to tears as I am.
It's hard to say goodbye.
